HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAZZAAAAA AKA MARIEL AKA NON-BIOLOGICAL TWIN! :)

Okay so this may be a couple of days late but I've been waiting for her to upload photos from her party and I just can't wait any longer because knowing my memory...I've probably already forgotten 75% of the night already :(
Okay so to begin,
Happy birthday Mariel :)
I can't believe you're 18 already :) I've had the best adventure watching you grow in to the cray cray person you are today - and I wouldn't trade a second of that time for all the delicious food in the whole wide world! You say you act like you're 12 but I have no doubt you're entering the world of adulthood extremely ready for anything it'll throw at you, whether it be ridiculously overpriced uni fees, thinking of ways to ditch your clingy boyfy because you're a heartbreaker like that, or STD's - just kidding about that last one ;)
I feel so blessed to call you one of my closest and oldest friends and if you ever decide to leave me...well I know where you live, so toooooo bad for you (A)
Love you lots my lovely. 

 Okay so I realised that I don't have any recent pictures with her :( SADLYF.
Never fear, we took a few on friday night so yayayayayaya :)
Speaking of, what a night!
I met chistine at Liverpool station so we could catch the bus together. Whenw e got there, I didn't realise so many people would already be there, I felt sooo embarrassed rocking up in my dodgy school uniform carrying my folder and my new english text. Nevertheless I said hi to everyone and hugged ky :')...I even hugged avi, I didn't initiate it though but its okay, I think we're okay, its just hard to forget sometimes. Anyway, after I got changed Christine was about to leave to get changed at her house...leaving me to try and socialise with everyone. I made friends with mariel's friend George who is quite funny. Later into the night we were discussing the homo-eroticness of football ehehehee. Oh and then Luke came :D it was awesome seeing him again and I even got a photo with him this time oh yahhhhh; I even took a photo with Avi. :) Anywhooo, the night was a great one filled with 'watta slutting' everyone - something only the dancing girls and George will get - and watching the football, but I didn't really get it, so I had to keep asking George what was happening. HAHAHA. Even Luke didn't know ; some boy he is right? I kid I kid! OH and there was foosball :D I'm actually much better at it then I thought I was. Me and Luke played a couple of games together and y'know those really random shots where the goalie goes PEW and it goes in on the other end?...did that make any sense? HAHA. well I did a few of them, because I'm better on defence, and everytime Luke would turn to me and be like...what the hell? HAHA (A) team africa and asia WOOOOOOO :D
Happy birthday again dearest :)
A great night before exam period!
Stay unstressed and remember hakuna matata
xx

Labels: happy birthday, Mariel, night life

Hola amigos :)
Sorry for the recent lack of posts. For some reason everything has piled up and on top of that all I've been doing is writing notes for yearlies. Thankfully I've done almost all my chem and bio notes, so after those everything should be written fairly quickly :)
This week as been as week of tears I'm afraid. I was confronted by Thwaites about dropping music...which ended in tears. Its not so much that he was yelling and/or was really scary but when he talks, he confuses me, which stresses me out which finally leads to tears. I remember walking up to boi and the group after and when I tried to say to boi I talked to Thwaites, another wave of tears came so it sounded like squealing coupled with sobbing and trying not to let my boogers drip...which isn't the greatest sound. I'm definitely definitely DEFINITELY dropping it now...and picking up extension 2...yay? haha This morning me and my sister had a mini dnm, which I won't get into too much, but it resulted in my crying almost first thing in the morning :( My eyes stung for the rest of the day.
Anyway, on Friday night was Mariel's schools variety night which was basically like a talent quest. I was sooo nervous about going, mainly because Christine wasn't going so I'd be hanging around all the HAHS kids and lets face it...I'm shy :( When I got there, Mariel met me on the road and we were  just talking about who was there. I found out that Luke and Kyleen were there - thank god - and so was avi. I must admit, I was on the fence about how I felt. I was still conflicted, not knowing whether I had it in my heart to forgive, or the strength to forget. No doubt the opportunity presented itself whether I liked it or not. I was greet by Ky with a tackle hug - I've missed that girl so much and it was fantastic to see her again! I was then talking to Mariel in which she said oh go say hi to my parents and then I was like in a sec and then she said wait and I said okay lets go and we walked off and she was like dude avi was there and I said yeah I know, he has to come talk to ME first  and she said yeah thats what he was doing ...but I didn't know :( SOO I looked/felt like a total bitch. :( Anyway I said hi to her parents and then ky comes up to me and said avi was going to talk to me...but I walked away and I told her I knew and felt bad...to which avi comes up and asks to talk to me. I definitely pictured this moment a lot different in my head. I thought my heart would be beating a kajillion times per second, my palms would sweat, I wouldn't be able to speak - for those who truly know me, I thought my ears would turn tomato red - and I thought there would be tears. Surprisingly there was none of that. Listening to him apologise was what I wanted. I had finally gotten the apology I was waiting for for the last 9-ish months. In the end, I realised, there wasn't much to forgive because I was over it. I didn't cry, I wasn't angry...I was...nothing really. I told him there was nothing to stress about to which he replied that there can't just be nothing. I think with this type of situation, the friendship just needs time to grow again and if it can get as strong as it was before, it'd definitely be a plus in my life.
Anyway, variety night was very good. It consisted of lame jokes from the MC's, some great musical performances, and Mariel's groups awesome dance. I must admit I wanted to get up and dance too...but I'd probably get booed off the stage :( All in all, it was a great night and it was fantastic to see Luke and ky again.
On Saturday, me , cindy and branda went to the UTS/USYD open days. Maz was going to meet us in the city..and BAM luke came along - yay! It was awesome spending more time with him and the girls. I think I found what I want to do too, nutrition and dietetics. YAY for having direction in life :)

Today we had our music recital where we'd get marked on our performances for our yearly marks. I was so happy when I realised this would be the last ever time I'd be playing because I'd be dropping music YAYAYAYYAYAYAYA. Funnily enough, with the weight lifted off I played it really good no big head or anything okay?!. Except for some reason, in one bit, I forgot the chord...which I had never done before...which lead to my eventual break down. But I picked it up and ended okay! :) Everyone else was amazing! I wish I had photos :(
SO to end this extremely long post,
I hope you all have a carefree week and remember you can go the distance!
xx

Labels: Luke, Mariel, music, school, weekend life

ehehe, can I just say..best song everrrrr (L)(L) ehehe :L

Well week one...technically two of school is finally over.
Assignment count: 2
Totally regret choosing Chem and Legal now :( I swear in chem I have random bursts of knowing a lot of things and then suddenly having no idea whats going on. Hmm. Need to find a chem tutor that ISN'T my sister.

Maths has been okay. The first chapter Basic Arithmetic is as easy as it sounds. Except for one question in absolute value but whatever. Mr Nguyen almost made it through a whole three days without pissing me off. He calls himself a teacher. tuh.

Oh and Thwaites is trying to get us to join some blog-type-tumblr site thing for bookmarking stuff and he's like oh you can do a page for each of your subjects and people can follow you, why would anyone want to follow my links to sites about biology, chemistry and/or legal studies?

 Otherwise its been a very interesting week. Fahrenheit 451, The Trial and The Hunger Games has finally made its way to the library and into my house. I started reading Fahrenheit 451 but its lagging a bit and like Nineteen Eighty-Four it took me a while to adjust to the crazy voodoo world its set in. But its bound to get better :)

Extension has officially been scheduled on Tuesday and Thursday mornings at 7:40 :( Totally regret choosing it. But hopefully I'll do really good and beat everybody >:D ehehe.

I'm so excited for dancing tomorrow! Even though Kaylas off visiting her boyfy in England, it'll still be amazing to see Christine and Mariel :) I've already stalked seen Axel :) I miss these crazy bunch of people :) its nice that life is settling back into routine. its good for me because I'm a creature of habit...also known as being lazy ehehehe :)

Well this weekend proves to be almost homework free which is great but I hope I get to briefly talk to Kyleen soon! I feel that I have so many things to tell her :L

I leave you with the song thats now playing constantly in my mind...even though its old, enjoy lovelies
xx

Labels: assignment count, Axel, Christine, dancing, ext english, Fahrenheit 451, Kayla, Mariel, maths, music, now playing, school, The Trial

GOOD BYE MAZ :D HAVE A SAFE TRIP!
BE SAFE. HAVE FUN. DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS AND DON'T  STRAY FROM THE PATH!!!!!!...and bring me back a hot filo boy ;) EHEH

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