Hi everybody :)
Apologies to my lack of posts this past week. The holidays are almost over and it makes me so sad :(
I was going through my pictures on my computer and came across this ...

Minus the people in the bottom left corner, doesn't look like a postcard? I totally miss NC. To think this time last year we would've only just gotten back :( I miss the weather, the people - both living there and the people I went with. I miss the situation I was in when I left. I was happy and carefree. I've been looking through all of George's photos and it makes me so sad :( I must must MUST go back soon!

Anyway, again, apologies for not posting. You see there has not been much going on in my life, except for doing work and stressing over a. okay maybe not stressing but he has not called yet- even after I told maz to tell him to call me. :/ I'm pathetic I know. please don't judge me too much. Today the 4 best friends went to watch The Amazing Spiderman at Livo. There was a couple behind me and they kept kicking my chair and at one point my head was touched so I turned around and said Can you not?!. They're faces were like O_O...priceless. hehe when I told my sister she cracked up so hard and said y'know when their friends ask them how the movie was they'll say 'it was good but some asian bitch told us to stop' HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAA...so true.

Karen and Daniel keep pushing me towards someone called X. Maybe they should push him towards ME!

ANYWHOOS.
That is all.
Stay nostalgic and remember you and I are just walking disasters.
xx

Labels: 4 best frands, holidays, nostalgic

Well what a day today has been. It begun at 10-11ish last night where I was feeling...to put it simply...like complete crap. As we all know, I over-think, over-analyse and create endless scenarios/outcomes that could occur, each becoming more insane as the last. In the end me and Daniel had a dnm sesh via whatsapp. Obviously the usual you deserve better and he's not worth it  etc etc. came up, but I don't know, we didn't reach a conclusion but it helped clear my thoughts. I can't really explain it...

D: if he talks to you, make him realise how hurt he got you.Then if he makes it up to you, (Y) good friend
M: And what if he doesn't? What if I mean that less?
D: Then fuck him. Does he really deserve to mean that much to you? You're Melanie after all.
M: He does. Or I suppose he did. What does being Melanie mean though?
D: If you mean that less to him then he doesn't. Loyal frand thats always there for you.
...
D: let it all go.


----
D: Who's gonna dnm you when you're sad now? HAHA
M: Kyleen. Karen. Kenneth.
D: nope. Dnm = Daniel n melanie. Those just don't fit.
M: Hahaha thats kinda cute. Dnm. HAHA. Omg. Gonna remember that forever.
D: Oh god. Wot have I done.


Okay I'll stop posting convos now, he might smash me (A) So that continued till about 12:30 before I realised I should sleep so my eyes didn't get huge and puffy. He also proposed a way to cover my huge puffy eyes...wear sunglasses the whole day. HAHAHA. I was actually contemplating it...but my eyes were fine - thank god.


The rest of the day was actually really great. It was the 4 best friends outing to Parra where we are sushi and watched Snow White and the Huntsman. The movie was...mediocre. I swear the only good thing was Chris Hemsworth (L)____(L) he is so beautiful it is not funny. When we got out it was 5:30 which was not good because it takes me an hour to get home and I needed to be home by 6. Thankfully my mum was in a good mood and picked me up from the station without asking too many questions...and she was in a really good mood. :)

Even tutoring is going really great.

Finally this evening has been spent speaking to the very good friend Luke. I've missed this guy...
about my ranks:

best moment when after he said ignore her, shes obviously insane I was going to reply, must be where I get it from. EHEHE (A) its like one mind. Also he's a giraffe. Anyone who knows him better be laughing right now. He claims he's a lion, obviously hes a giraffe.

Anyway :)
stay gorgeous and remember unless you and your friend's name start with D/M, you do not have dnm seshes. ...jokes (A)
xx

Labels: 4 best frands, Daniel, dnm, Luke

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Luke says:

*wow

*thats pro :P

*ignore her [my mum], shes obviously insane

*like mother, like daughter, i guess

*but yeah

*sounds like you did really well!