Yesterday at tutoring my sister was telling my brother how she hates her uni course and was unsure what to do. That is the biggest fear of my life right now; choosing the wrong thing to do with my life. I mean I choose an outfit for the day and the minute I walk out the door I hate it, how am I supposed to choose a job that I could potentially do for the rest of my life. And sure I could always do a broad degree like a bachelor of science or a bachelor of arts but when I finish, what if I'm like the fish at the end of nemo..
Me and the best friend think we should become hobos together and have a goat and a husky which will be the best of friends like us; we haven't chosen our place of begging yet but when we do I'll let you guys know and you can give me some change or even a nice hello :) anything is appreciated! 
But all joking aside, looking past the whole hsc storm that is about to hit, I'm more scared about after. yes I'm looking forward to the extreme post-hsc partying and the carefree lifestyle of an 18 year old, but what about after that, when I'm stuck in uni studying something that I may or may not be interested in. Or worse, investing more than a year into a course and finding out I really hate it.
I'm not even doing my hsc this year and I'm thinking about this. good one mel!

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